I've had to take some time to myself here recently. Nothing against anyone just had too much going on and flowing through my brain. I would seriously go to work and come home and that would be about it. I kinda went back into my shell. Some days I didn't want to deal with people, others I didn't want to be in other people's way, and often times I didn't want to drive.
Not want to drive? You may ask. I have seen so many people being distracted while driving down the road and 99% of the circumstances they can control. More than twice, vehicles crossed over the yellow line into my lane for long enough for me to notice and freak out. I'm tired of feeling like I need to wear an armor just to drive my car. A car that I just bought because someone crossed that yellow line and hit me head on. I just found out a couple months ago that the man who hit me was drunk, almost 3 times the legal limit drunk. I triple dog dare someone to mess up what is left of my confidence on the road, sanity and car. The first two are very lacking right now and I don't know how to put into words how I feel. I just want to crawl in my own little world and forget but I can't.
Thank you to everyone who has helped me in some way the past few weeks. It has helped me restore. I appreciate any prayers and love you send my direction. It has proven to be an emotional road.
Manda
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