In college I blogged quite often. Once the real world hit, I forgot all about the xanga and livejournal that held my life story. I'm sure I still have the passwords written down for both of them somewhere!
Anyways, I need some ways to get things out. I often hold things in but i am working hard not to! My friends help a lot. Taking walks with them does more than help me physically but mentally too. I greatly appreciate them letting me get out my frustrations.
My job has been crazy. Nothing prepares you for merger but, well, merger. The work load is crazy and sometimes I wish I was super woman or snap my fingers and make things happen. I trust in the Lord that things will be okay. I know things will get better. I'm not sure they can get any worse.
I have also been watching what I eat. I hope to drop at least 50 pounds in the next year. I'm signed up on an amazing website called sparkpeople.com that is a big help in tracking calories and exercise. I've never been skinny. I have many motivators - get off blood pressure medicine - prevent heart disease that runs in the family - making people look at my eyes instead of my hips (I heard they are amazing and I have to agree!) - self confidence (I'm a female, I'll leave it at that) - tearing it up on the dance floor into my 90s - looking amazing in my wedding gown, if and when I get married - seeing my kids grow up - and much more! I'm doing great so far and can't wait to find what has been hiding within me all these years.
There's a guy I'm interested in but I have no idea he is interested in me except for the unexpected things he randomly does when we are together. I'm sure you will hear more about this and feel free to give any advice.
My cat Luna is 1 as of this month. I got him on July 4th last year at 3 weeks old. I had to bottle feed him and "everything" (you really don't want to know what "everything" entails ). I will post now and then pictures sometime in the next week.
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